Paris has Nicole.
Lindsay has her lesbian partner.
Dawn Yang has somebody else who certainly is not Dawn Wayang or Xia Xue.

I don’t know who I consider as my best friend. I always have been surrounded by good quality friends, I truly am very blessed.

I used to pout to Tally (my schoolmate who used to day-dream then he stay very still, barely blink like a doll and very tall, been calling him that since ages ago..) saying that everybody got so many friends during my secondary school time. Without realizing those who are surrounding me. He told me a quote that I remember it until now, “Friends are base on Quality not Quantity”.

That sticks with me throughout the years and made me focus on real friends rather than aiming for a lot of Hi Bye friends. Thanks to him that now I have gazillion good quality friends (including him). Still among tons of those good quality friends, none of them are my best friend. Seriously, not even one.

MY best friend is here, not there.

Today is my best friend birthday.
I would like to wish her all the best
and
may she get what she wants in future.
May she always be loved
and
cared by the one besides her.
All the best to my bestest friend.

YUP,
That’s right.
My Best Friend
is
me

Who stayed with me even when others walk away.
Who is the one who make me stand when I fall.
Who feel what I feel.
Who cry when I’m sad.
Who laugh when I’m happy.
Who give me a sweet face to show to others.
Thank me, myself, and I.

Happy Birthday
to
ME!!!

Oh my god.. Less than 2 days only before the arrival of my 22nd birthday party. I’m super excited and super handful too. Have to prepare this and that but that didn’t stop me from pouring out my excitement over here. Although need a little push from Mr Ong here that urge me to update my molded blog.

This year I’m having a pink party. Although I’ve been a fan of pink colour since gazillion years ago but never have I come up with a pink party for myself. My entire guests are requested to pink-up themselves. Doesn’t matter a pink watch only or pink dress, as long as you show some pink on you I’m satisfied.

Jolyn: Remember to wear Pink okay?
Guy friend: But I don’t have a pink shirt!
Jolyn: Anything will do, Pink watch, Pink bag, Socks and etc. As long as everybody else can see it then pass d la.
Guy friend: Can I wear a pink thong? *laugh evilly*
Jolyn: If you want to be that open, I won’t stop ya. Coz your pinkness must be seeable.
Guy friend: Ha!!! Like that r… I’ll think of something la… sheessshhhh…

To me, I don’t think it’s very hard to find pink stuff and pink-up oneself. Look at these kids.

Wondering how my guest will pink-up themselves, wondering if everything will go smoothly or not, wondering what pretzy I’ll get and etc etc. Woooo… the anticipation towards all these are killing me.. aiks.. Choi Choi.. no killing.. lolol

Still don’t have a clear idea in how I want my party to be decorated. Surely there will be pink colour la.. lol but Oish… So little time, so many thing… @@”

Oh o.. gotta go d… need to go buy balloons~~~ .^^

I supposed to be in KL now but my company did some praying ceremony in conjunction for the Hungry Ghost festival caused me fashionably late to the station until I missed my bus. Oh well.. Gains a little lose a little.

Shoo the minor bad stuff away..

YAY!!

My Birthday is SOON, 2 more weeks to go. Everyday I received more and more cards, birthday greetings with offers that lure you to spend more. Oish.. As if the Mega Sale advertisements that appears almost everywhere you blink are not enough.

Though they are a lot of things to offer but other than make up and unnecessary stuff that I would love to put on me, I have no idea what I want for my birthday present. Well I mean something that is realistic and givable lar~~ If I had not won a laptop, probably that would be on top of my list now but since I got it already so It’s out.

Oh well.. I might just list it out so just in case

Who knows,
Ladyluck might hop by for a visit to read it..
Eheheh…

Dream on??

Yeah..

=P

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Oh no..

I couldn’t think of a thing to put on The List.. Well I have alot of “wants” but to me all just need works and efforts, no need to wish. Just work it and you will have it. I’m a go getter. Ahaha.. I end up blank list.
I want to have a car but if I work hard enough, I can have it soon.
So..
Oh got
GOT.
Always when I enter a contest, I put a lot effort into it already then I WISH that I WIN!.
Eheheh.. so there..
Every contest that I enter is my wish.
Ahaha..
Obviously I want the prize only I enter.
I don’t go for that cliché such as, “I enter just for fun”.
All contest need time and effort, even filing up the contest form need a little time and effort.

Okay.. Enough said about the list. I did receive my 1st birthday gift already. My birthday dress! Went to shop the other day with B’s sister and I saw a dress but I didn’t buy nor test it. Then that dress haunts me one whole week. I kept thinking how great that dress can be especially for my big day.

Before I could go to that shop again, I went to B’s house and his sister gave me a dress for my birthday.

It is that very dress!!

I was like OMG.. I’m totally surprised.

I’m touched because she pays attention to what I babble and to what’s my liking etc. She’s just plain sweet. When I try it on, for a second there I felt as if I’m in heaven (Okay I might be overstated a lil but still I feel overjoyed).

Wee… I can be very happy over simple stuff. So for those who are thinking of my gifts, fret not. Something sweet, girly, and a dose of thoughts will do. Doesn’t sound simple? Ehehe.. go figure..

I just came back from the orphanage. I’m felling rather mad, sad and regret. I gave all my favorites Barbies and books to the orphans. I gave it to them in hope that can bring cheers to all the girls but what I got from the caretaker is bad info that filled me with regrets. The man told me that the kids there will tear n break the toys. In my mind I wish I can take back the toys I gave. I dress all my Barbies nicely and they going to destroy it?????? OMG!!!

This is not my first time giving stuff away to this orphanage, been visiting them since years ago and never heard such bad stuff about the kids, normally I keep in touch with Margaret and all my stuff I passed to her and she always filled me about how good the kid is. That’s why I never feel reluctant to give my precious stuff to them. After searching high and low, I purposely chose this Orphanage because they are the secluded one. I help the one that not much attention given because they need it more.

I don’t give them rubbish k, I gave books, toys, furniture (I even hired lorry to send it to them) and all that is in good condition. The orphanage is some more quite a distance from me and I have to travel far to give them stuff. All needs effort and time. Sometimes I pack them goodies bags filled with toys and knick-knacks just to cheer them up. I treat them wholeheartedly and felt a little hurt when I heard they don’t appreciate it.

Censor Censor?!
All stripped by my sis. Lololol..
Used to play dolly with my sis..

Took me hours to comb & dress them all up…
I handle them with TLC..
and to think that people will destroy them…
sad sad.. sobs…

Woooo.. My collection of Fairy Tales..

It may be inexpensive but it is priceless! I had this since I was in kindergarten.
It has loads of sentimental value.. Feel so sad that I’ve given them away..

Inside written I’m standard two but I think if not mistaken, my dad bought it for me earlier. I went to the book shop with my dad and chose this myself and
ofcoz he bought it for his lil princess.. =D

:’(
i want them back…

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Ok..

I have recovered from all the mood swings…

Or Not?

Although in a shock mode, it’s not stopping me from giving more. I’m motivated to go brainwash them with Clorox. I want to help them cope with their feelings, after all, abandon and left by your parent can scar you for life. It doesn’t matter whether they do it on purpose or not. Probably they (the kids) felt their life is pitiful and they don’t have to appreciate because the community is obliged to help them.

Just thinking about this only make me wants to turn the kids upside down. They have a shelter, they have a home, people bring them stuff and people care about them. It’s not as pathetic as they think their life is, in this world a lot more people that go through harder life than them.

Oish.. kids nowadays, even the unfortunate one can be a brat.

On second thought, I may be too judgmental. Oh well, will go discuss with Margaret see whether the kids need motivation and a dose of appreciation in their life or not. I want to try to arrange something to help them.

This post is not to give people reason not to give back to the community, just me babbling out my feelings. Never give self a reason not to help others; giving back to the community will make you more satisfied with your life. It may be a troublesome but it’s all worth it when things turn out alright.

“Giving” itself, is a gift.
(Trying to remind myself with this quote)

P.S. Did any good deed lately?