Who knew right that one accident can affected my life so much.. 

I’m forced to stop gym for quite some time already due to serious back injury and
having difficulty in moving without feeling the ache.

Having a down moment because just remove my abs picture from my side bar
because currently I don’t own it..

This is not another of my Vain Pot Moment..

Fitness is my passion..
Being fit is my specialty..

but now..

I can’t practice what I preach is something really hard to swallow..

sigh…

I still coach here and there for those who need guidance to a healthier life..
Coz Loosing my abs doesn’t equals to loosing my fitness knowledge. duh..

Will come up with a new coaching advert and site though..
Who knows right, my clients might agree to let me publish their before and after picca..

I can walk now..

but not without ache..

Don’t laugh, who said a coach can’t ache,
Same human as well,
If a muscleman got an accident, he too will bleed and got hurt.. Piff Piff

Oh well,

Currently.. I’m feeling pretty much like

Liang Po Po.. huhuhuhuh… -.-

Sound funny but

Some days, merely by sitting down only would be a torture.

Poor B who need to keep sending me to the chiropractor to fix me??!!

Was MC twice last month due to difficulty in walking and moving at all..

but it is all fine…

because

Got nice Lady Boss aka Tauke-So who is considerate..
Got Mr B who took care of me meticulously..
Got Master Teo who help me push the ache at bay little by little..

I’m just grateful that I still can walk and got these guardian angels surround me.

I’ll be patience until I fully recover and just listen to the Master Teo
with his rule and regulation of not doing this and that..
Not doing any exercise included *Sobs*
and eat his medicine accordingly…

Thanks…
My Guardian Angels…
and the almighty from above..
I will be patience and stay tough..

XOXO

P.S. I will stop emo post d.. Next Up… Hula Parrrty~~ 

I still am very much Alive.. No major injuries that can take me life away due to the accident

Thank you God.. for sparing lil me life

And thank you Joshua for holding onto the steering wheel and brake firm enough and am just  glad that we didn’t Buang to God Knows where..

**Medical UPDATES**

Tudia.. Yesterday went to hospital Loh Guan Lye and check and receive a bill amounting approximately RM1000.. swt..

Did an expensive CT scan and found out nothing major beside some weird neck bone structure which doctor said must be due to the swelling pain?!

11 pcs films.. Mr B said the good quality of the films suitable to use as table mat? -.-”

Can see what I’m thinking rr? 

Fuh… I look evil sial… @@”

Doc said Weird looking neck shape??

Mr B said the CT scan gave 11 films only where our Star East photo shoot cost around the same price gave us 20 pieces and much nicer pictures some more.. swt la dis guy..

I’ve been warn to consume each and every YUCKY pills that cost hundreds or else… to reduce the inflammation and fever etc.

Doctors gave me choice to stay at hospital where nurse can monitor me 24/7 or stay at home which I have to bear the responsibility to check on myself.

Well.. I’m still here blogging..

so I’m pretty much at home..

bleh..

Unless my life is really in danger then I’ll stay there lar..

Otherwise..

NO WAY JOSE

Don’t like being alone in the hospital…

Doctors said the swelling will go down around 6 weeks???

I was like WTF?? (in my mind la)

No need go out d lar like dis.. @@”

Resting at home aka being pig lar..

eat sleep, eat sleep…

I’ll try not to be so pig and add blogging into my daily routines… 

n Doctor asked me to go back for check up again next week.. so..

CONCLUSION is I’m not going to die, or had any major injuries..

Just Minor tissue boo boo and muscle injuries.. which will be gone with Yucky Pills..

Pardon my previous drama because me too trying to digest everything..

**Thanks everyone who sms, call, and commented get well wishes and all..

Truly touched.. thank you.. XOXO

Oish…

My weekend = Car Accident with Joshua Ong at KL..

Hennessy Artistry aftermath..

Sigh…

Joshua is kind to give me and my brother a ride after the party. He dropped my brother home first like I requested, before we meet up with the other bloggers for Yamcha.

After dropped my brother off and

my blurry joke of Edison..

the next thing I Know is

BANG!!!!!!

I was unconscious for few secs

after that..

Josh: “Oh shit, SHIT..”

Jolyn: “What Happen?”

Josh: “We’ve been hit”

Jolyn: “My face, My face”

Josh: “Nothing la.. Even if your face cacat, You’re bf won’t leave you lar”

*I was trying to say that my face hurts, Not asking is my face ok or not.. -.-” *

The Stupid Vious that hit us!!

Stupid Red Colour Shirt driver

This is the car that I’m in..

Joshua have to climb from the window to get out.

My bengkak face

After the accident amy cousin quickly drove me to HUKM where I’m required to be warded for observation but my cousin pulls me out of there without the consent of doctor because the doctor that treated me seems to be lack of professionalism. I got my head X-ray only because when he asked me to go x-ray again my neck, my cousin stops me from proceeding and drag me out of there.

I left feeling worried as my neck pain increasing. Family and friends from Penang told me to go back as soon as possible and they will bring me to get the right treatment so I tolerate with the pain and couldn’t wait to get back home.

I reached Penang around 2am just now.

I thought that reach home can get a goodnight sleep since the night before was at hospital and barely got more than 5 hours of sleep but my nightmare just begun as I couldn’t sleep without feeling every inch of the pain. Sobs. Can’t sleep on my right side as my face is swollen, can’t sleep on the left because the left side of my neck is hurting and can’t even sleep on my back as it’s aching as well.

Cried to sleep as I’m in pain and thinking about my reflection in the mirror with the disproportion due to swelling and my favorite hand phone w850i is spoiled due to the crash.

I pray to God to sleep last night hoping my Sunny day can rise as soon as possible.

Sigh…

Just now morning when I woke up, I spit out blood and my voice has turn harsh while my neck starts puff up and having fever. Not to mention I shit black feces. Blueeh..

I went to clinic and doctor written a letter for me to be admitted to hospital immediately but I’ve chose to admit tomorrow morning since its late now.

Everybody already freak me out with how serious is internal injury etc..

All I can do is pray..

Hopefully nothing major happen today and boring ward here I come tommorow.

Friday comes but I don’t feel like celebrating,
As my heart is throbbing,
Anxiously waiting,
And witness the one I dear leaving.

It’s an agonizing decision to make,
But I know it is for everyone sake,
It’s Time to Let Go.

I pray to the Big Guy carefully,
To bless his little ones journey,
I wish for his return with victory,
That his amour shines radiantly,
Back with glory,
And live the rest of his life happily.

Written by
Lil Jo on 17/7/09

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The radio has been running MJ hits since wee morning until now.
I’m listening while posting this post.

Just like Leslie Cheung sudden death in year 2003, this is another legendary singer who meets his death bed today at the age of 50. Our dear Michael Jackson has left us.

Jackson died at UCLA Medical Center after being stricken at his rented home in Holmby Hills.
“It is believed he suffered cardiac arrest in his home. However, the cause of his death is unknown until results of the autopsy are known,” his brother Jermaine said.

More news at Yahoo, TheStar, Eonline

His sudden death is a huge heartbreaking to gazillion fans that he have throughout the world. A lot is anticipating for his big and last return to the music industry this July, unfortunately he’s can’t make it.

B’s brother even said he wanted to go watch his concert as he admire MJ talent so much.

Poor MJ really put a lot of effort in getting his last concert done. News said that the day before he was still dancing and rehearsing. Sigh..

He landed himself into many scandals and controversy due to his daringness in showcasing and parading his difference and change as he wish with his means.

Personally I don’t think he is a bad person, he’s just a victim of bad childhood who didn’t receive the right help. Anyway about the pedophile case, nobody really knows how authentic the case is.

Regardless of all the scandals, he is still admired by everyone in this world because MJ’s talent is simply undeniable. He is the one who started the moonwalk dance move that are imitated by everyone in this world; Justin Timberlake, Chris Brown, doesn’t matter famous or not, young and old, black or white, as long as you’re a human, it is an honor if you can do the moonwalk dance.

He is the first artist who released short movie type of music video e.g. “Thriller”, “Black or White”.

Everybody have some MJ in them;
love to imitate his move, style or voice.

Lot movies feature his song and dance and even cartoons and I just knew, even inmates from Cebu, Philippines.

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May you rest in peace..

Michael Jackson

29th August 1958 – 25th June 2009

I lost the key to my blog more than 24hours and seriously, it is already good enough to make me all panicky.

But, it is all FINE now…

All hail for the Exabytes Client Support Centre!!

A knight in shining armor from cyber land @Exabytes  name, Michael helps lil me gets my blog land back.

Thanks alot Michael from Exabytes!!

 

Yeay me.. I don’t really know what happen to it actually but all I know is,
it is back now…

Phew..

Never knew I’ll miss it so darn much…
Never know how important it is to me until I nearly lost it…
sheesh…

Thanks to Dusty and Janus as well for trying.

Muacks Exabytes, you gain back my loyalty already..

Yea.. lost awhile due to.. erm erm…

They don’t want give me Transformer tickets because I’m late lor and all already finish lor… -.-“

Oh well, I got back me blog…

YEAY!!!

I am so happy…

Nearly bald from all the worrying…

It is all fine now..

AMEN