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The radio has been running MJ hits since wee morning until now.
I’m listening while posting this post.

Just like Leslie Cheung sudden death in year 2003, this is another legendary singer who meets his death bed today at the age of 50. Our dear Michael Jackson has left us.

Jackson died at UCLA Medical Center after being stricken at his rented home in Holmby Hills.
“It is believed he suffered cardiac arrest in his home. However, the cause of his death is unknown until results of the autopsy are known,” his brother Jermaine said.

More news at Yahoo, TheStar, Eonline

His sudden death is a huge heartbreaking to gazillion fans that he have throughout the world. A lot is anticipating for his big and last return to the music industry this July, unfortunately he’s can’t make it.

B’s brother even said he wanted to go watch his concert as he admire MJ talent so much.

Poor MJ really put a lot of effort in getting his last concert done. News said that the day before he was still dancing and rehearsing. Sigh..

He landed himself into many scandals and controversy due to his daringness in showcasing and parading his difference and change as he wish with his means.

Personally I don’t think he is a bad person, he’s just a victim of bad childhood who didn’t receive the right help. Anyway about the pedophile case, nobody really knows how authentic the case is.

Regardless of all the scandals, he is still admired by everyone in this world because MJ’s talent is simply undeniable. He is the one who started the moonwalk dance move that are imitated by everyone in this world; Justin Timberlake, Chris Brown, doesn’t matter famous or not, young and old, black or white, as long as you’re a human, it is an honor if you can do the moonwalk dance.

He is the first artist who released short movie type of music video e.g. “Thriller”, “Black or White”.

Everybody have some MJ in them;
love to imitate his move, style or voice.

Lot movies feature his song and dance and even cartoons and I just knew, even inmates from Cebu, Philippines.

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May you rest in peace..

Michael Jackson

29th August 1958 – 25th June 2009

 

I lost the key to my blog more than 24hours and seriously, it is already good enough to make me all panicky.

But, it is all FINE now…

All hail for the Exabytes Client Support Centre!!

 

A knight in shining armor from cyber land @Exabytes  name, Michael helps lil me gets my blog land back.

 

Thanks alot Michael from Exabytes!!

 

Yeay me.. I don’t really know what happen to it actually but all I know is,
it is back now…

Phew..

Never knew I’ll miss it so darn much…
Never know how important it is to me until I nearly lost it…
sheesh…

Thanks to Dusty and Janus as well for trying.

Muacks Exabytes, you gain back my loyalty already..

Yea.. lost awhile due to.. erm erm…

They don’t want give me Transformer tickets because I’m late lor and all already finish lor… -.-“

Oh well, I got back me blog…

YEAY!!!

I am so happy…

Nearly bald from all the worrying…

It is all fine now..

 

AMEN

You,

First man in my life,

Used to carry me through the road for fear of my safety,

Yet you are part of the reason I’m traumatized deeply,

Abused physically and mentally, Stress just fit to my dailies.

Last weekend you laid your hand on me,

I didn’t back down and took a brawl that trauma me silently,

I paid your debt, I paid your loan,

This I shall not take as I help you until I’m half insane.

I brushed off the childhood you gave,

Despite my old wounds kept surfacing as I grew old,

My body weakens due to early stress and physical abuse when I’m just few years old,

I help as you are the one, who gave me life and are simply a human yourself,

I forgave and again I help and kept in mind this is your last straw.

I admit I never had a good childhood,

I never felt safe under my own roof,

My life canvas is given grey, which is why I diligently colour my life everyday.

I used to struggle daily asking God why?

Why gave me such life?

Why put me through such tormenting childhood?

As I grew, God shows me His answers,

He showed me how useful is the wisdom I gain through the hurt and pain,

He gave me Angels and Guardians, whom I called strangers,

He blessed me path that is nice enough for me to say I am content,

Though it is not padded road but He gave me soles that is strong enough to endure the hot fiery road,

He gave me cure when I’m burnt,

To laugh away my misery He gave me funny Guardians,

Don’t confuse over the Two He,

As one is the almighty while one is the humble human maker,

Both gave me life to this world I must say,

One did mistake and apologize,

One kept giving me task that multiply,

I trust the journey I’m on may lead me to a great Life,

Just that now I need faith to go through the hectic time,

May the Almighty bless Miracles for this tiny little being,

And give her Strength to face the task that is mountain high,

And she shall continue colours another day of her little life.

Written by

Jolyn Goh

08 / 06 / 2009