Whenever there’s a celebration..

 
There’ll be certain someone who I wish they can attend
unfortunately
they can’t..

Coz..

 
I don’t allow them to..

No

I don’t hate them..

but..

Here’s why..

P.S. Hopefully in future I may overcome my fear and invite them back into my life..

Life sometimes is absolutely happy,
Sometimes can be tremendously crappy,
No warning will be given,
In a snap might be in hell or heaven,

So much to do due to responsibility,
Got me lost on what I must do really,
Forcing my self out of own capability,
But in a way toughen me tremendously,

Hard to be kind hearted in this community,
Sometimes forced to be cruel to survive reality,
Once you show them your empathy,
They will eat you mercilessly,

Road in Life is rather rocky and bumpy,
Because step on the wrong stone due to own loopy,
At times by others who are selfish and envy,
Hurts when they’re the one we called friends and family,

Some people are plain nasty and crazy,
Some are so kind that got me touched and teary,
God gave me few from each category,
I chose to thank Him than being a whiny.. Amen

P.S. Might sound whiny but am just grumbling off my chest while thanking God.. 

Current writes for current world…

So need to pray for many more colourful days to come..