Photographer / Editor : Allern Ong

Model / Quotes : Lil Me Jo

Title : Silent Hurt

** A continuation from this poetic post..

<1> Hide behind the lines, Lies behind the feelings…

<2> Spiteful words can hurt your feelings, Silence breaks your heart…

<3> Forced to hold back,
         praying that I don’t crack…

<4> Soreness to your eyes,  Aches to carrier…

<5> I feel you but often you left me with soundless doll..

<6> My silent left me impair,
      your silent left me in despair..

<7> May sun shine all day long, Shining through
the day where things turn right from wrong..

P.S. You can see it, but can you feel it…  
++ apparently you need to read this post to make you connect/understand this post

Lately I got a thing for mole..

NOT a mole literally or a spy..

But

face mole…

Bahasa Melayu =  Tahi Lalat
(Don’t understand why they call Shit Fly..
Proly some people have huge Shit Fly type of mole    )

 
Hockien = OR KEE
Mr B always tease me OR KEE SO  -.-

Anyway,
Don’t really understand why
but lately I seems to be very fond of mole..

My mole that is… ^^

Sometimes it is lost under the foundation and camera flash..

Seems to be a lot of people didn’t realized I got mole..
Seeable and the hidden ones.. I got lots of it..

Especially on my face..

**I start question few people..**

Me: HEY DO YOU KNOW I HAVE MOLE?
Them: Where?
Me: Nehhhh…. HERE HERE *point point*

Eeny, Meeny, Miny, Mole~~ ^^ Do you Spot Any??
Roughly I got 6 on my face.. ^^

time and life sometimes make us lose a bit of ourselves..

I guess I’m just trying to 
show my true mole/side before I forgot about it..

High and Low… Mole Mole

I ♥ my Mole..   ^^

Why is it so hard to believe??

I ain’t that bad.. *Pouts*

This face look so bad?

So why is it so hard to believe??

What is so hard to believe??

This..

Hard to Believe That I rarely club..

He is my secondary schoolmate, classmate etc..
So to hear this from him is rather funny…

He actually is asking how I feel..
Checking whether have I recover from the body aching etc yet
That’s how he responded after knowing I’m getting better 

He is not the first though..
A friend whom I befriended through my blog first ever question
is where I club often..  -.-”

This is the result from blogging too much events I gez.. 

I Like / LOVE events..
But not a huge fan heading club just for the purpose of
clubbing and drinking..

I don’t really need alcohol to hype me up..
I think sugar make me high more..
-Sugar High-  ^^

Having a bad health and breathing dificulty
really limit me from fully enjoying at the stuffy room..
but will do it for a Good Event

I do go occasionally beside EVENTS but that is like
less than 4 time per YEAR!!

Yesh, You got me right..
PER YEAR!!!

Maybe age affected the way I handle my time but even when I’m in my teens years..
If I got it right.. Still lesser than 10 time per year  

I have a sister to take care is just that..
Already took a lot of my time..

 
Especially now when I’m in a good sanctuary 
and MR B is a non-drink and non-smoker..
Lagi lar tak club.. XD

Anyway now at home
half typing
half watching AXN-So You Think You can dance

So there you go
BELIEVE IT OR NOT  ^^

Suppose to post some yucky bloody story and funny video
but my sister just pass to me this

Her first attempt drawing me..

a Manga me

*cough cough*
I didn’t force her to draw me..

I suggested only..   *grin*

Anyway..

She should since I’m the one who bought her all her Manga books and pen tablet etc XP
It is nice of her..
Since young she love to draw manga
other than watching Anime and lots and lots of anime ^^”
sometimes if she don’t want to eat something,
I’ll said from Japan..
Fuhhh… Makan.. except Wasabi la…  

 Bla bla bla…

Etc Etc..

Time to unveal her drawing..

here here…

Jorin
YUP I type JORIN, no typo here..
Check internet
Jolyn = Jorin in Japanese wor..
Just trying to blend in with the picture..   ^^

Notice the XD in the picture?
At 1st I thought She Drew me then she XD me?
I was like.. what the..
but she told me that
The “XD” is her signature..
Cewah.. got logo sumore.. FUH…

Sis drew base on this picture

JOLYN

Well I L♥VE it enough to post it immediately..

Even though  

I think she’s just being nice..
She drew too nice version of me ady..  

Photoshoot part III..   ( Part I , Part II )
the last part of my CNY photoshoot

Date: 20/2/2010

Location: The Nine Emperor Gods Temple, Raja Uda Butterworth

Photographer: Allern Ong

Title: Shanghai Noon

This last part is rather subtle..
Not tremendously happy nor emo..
and most importantly 

 
NO Heels for you all to judge.. >=P

 <1>

<2> When your past is harsh, just turn back and smile for being in front now..

<3> I mean no harm..

<4>

<5>

<6>

<7>

That’s all folks..
Last part of my latest photoshoot..
I think will need to head back gym before I go for another
photoshoot ever again..
CNY binge make my scale no. goes up..
-.-” tsk tsk..
     

Date: 20/2/2010

Location: The Nine Emperor Gods Temple, Raja Uda Butterworth

Photographer: Allern Ong

Title: Shanghai Night

This is the Part II  (Part I) of my CNY photoshoot that I name it Shanghai Night.. ^^

The reason behind its name.. Well basically it is at night..

Previous all smiley..

this one is rather..

Emo, Dreamy, Blurry..

Not that smiley… ^^

Anyway..

Just

Some pictures and quotes to ponder on and to figure out..

<1> Gracefully Firm, Carefully Stern

<2> Forgive your enememies but never forget their names (John F. Kennedy)

<3>  Life is Precious, Hold On..

<4> Sun will shine when the cloud goes away..

<5> Stop is not The End but merely a Pit Stop to fix worn out Sole..

<6> The present is a point just passed..

<7> Quiet when you need to, you might end up getting more..

<8> Sometimes it is nice to have someone who understand you as though
as they’re your TWINS..

<9> Good or Bad, It’s Life.. Just grateful that we have one…

P.S. There’s one more part, last but not least..  I haven figure out what to name it yet