My GAWD!!

Saw my taukeso’s son eyeball got scarred!!

SCARRED I tell ya..
Kids nowadays damn naughty..

They use pencil and poke his eyeball
which caused the pencil lead to got into the white area and contaminate it..
Which causes his eye PERMANENTLY stuck with a black mark.. =(

 

Not to mention…

 

Can you imagine how painfull
if someone take a pencil and stab your eye with it?!
OUCH x GAZILLION time!!

 

 

 

Cotton bud and eye drop will not removed the lead as if went into and under the cornea.
You’ll need surgery if you really want to remove the mark which not worthy,
to put a kid under a knife for cosmetic reason only
since thoroughly check up shown his vision not affected

 

but still

 

Come On!

A Kid originally clean white eye now is stained with
BLACK MARK FOREVER! WTF?!

 

My Taukeso is the person who have a very good temper therefore no war or anger..
She’s just frustrated and thank god that it is not the pupil that got damage.

 

Damn, if it is my son.. I’ll give the daycare their worst nightmare..
Even though wouldn’t make any different to the fact what done is done still will give them a piece of my mind so that they will be much more careful in future.

 

Me: Wonder how will that kid parent react to you later..
Taukeso: If my son did this to other kids I don’t know how to settle up
Me: I will prefer that my kid is the bad kid who hurt others rather than being hurt

 

Ofcoz I wont teach my kids to go hurt others just that
I don’t wish for them to get hurt that’s all..

 

Well..

 

What will you do if somebody stab a pencil onto you kids eye?

 

Mad?

 

Crazy?

 

SUE the daycare?

or still cool as cucumber? Anger free?

I just came back from the orphanage. I’m felling rather mad, sad and regret. I gave all my favorites Barbies and books to the orphans. I gave it to them in hope that can bring cheers to all the girls but what I got from the caretaker is bad info that filled me with regrets. The man told me that the kids there will tear n break the toys. In my mind I wish I can take back the toys I gave. I dress all my Barbies nicely and they going to destroy it?????? OMG!!!

This is not my first time giving stuff away to this orphanage, been visiting them since years ago and never heard such bad stuff about the kids, normally I keep in touch with Margaret and all my stuff I passed to her and she always filled me about how good the kid is. That’s why I never feel reluctant to give my precious stuff to them. After searching high and low, I purposely chose this Orphanage because they are the secluded one. I help the one that not much attention given because they need it more.

I don’t give them rubbish k, I gave books, toys, furniture (I even hired lorry to send it to them) and all that is in good condition. The orphanage is some more quite a distance from me and I have to travel far to give them stuff. All needs effort and time. Sometimes I pack them goodies bags filled with toys and knick-knacks just to cheer them up. I treat them wholeheartedly and felt a little hurt when I heard they don’t appreciate it.

Censor Censor?!
All stripped by my sis. Lololol..
Used to play dolly with my sis..

Took me hours to comb & dress them all up…
I handle them with TLC..
and to think that people will destroy them…
sad sad.. sobs…

Woooo.. My collection of Fairy Tales..

It may be inexpensive but it is priceless! I had this since I was in kindergarten.
It has loads of sentimental value.. Feel so sad that I’ve given them away..

Inside written I’m standard two but I think if not mistaken, my dad bought it for me earlier. I went to the book shop with my dad and chose this myself and
ofcoz he bought it for his lil princess.. =D

:’(
i want them back…

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Ok..

I have recovered from all the mood swings…

Or Not?

Although in a shock mode, it’s not stopping me from giving more. I’m motivated to go brainwash them with Clorox. I want to help them cope with their feelings, after all, abandon and left by your parent can scar you for life. It doesn’t matter whether they do it on purpose or not. Probably they (the kids) felt their life is pitiful and they don’t have to appreciate because the community is obliged to help them.

Just thinking about this only make me wants to turn the kids upside down. They have a shelter, they have a home, people bring them stuff and people care about them. It’s not as pathetic as they think their life is, in this world a lot more people that go through harder life than them.

Oish.. kids nowadays, even the unfortunate one can be a brat.

On second thought, I may be too judgmental. Oh well, will go discuss with Margaret see whether the kids need motivation and a dose of appreciation in their life or not. I want to try to arrange something to help them.

This post is not to give people reason not to give back to the community, just me babbling out my feelings. Never give self a reason not to help others; giving back to the community will make you more satisfied with your life. It may be a troublesome but it’s all worth it when things turn out alright.

“Giving” itself, is a gift.
(Trying to remind myself with this quote)

P.S. Did any good deed lately?

Last Sunday my near encounter with an infamous snatch theft slash molester nearly give me a heart attack. The one I encountered is a Malay fellow; he is not dirty looking with days of unshaven face but quite decent looking young adult. Such a shame he brought to our nation. He is neither mentally nor physically disable because he sure can ride a motorcycle skillfully with the sudden U-turn as soon as he saw me standing on the street.

Bad guy no longer this easy to spot…

When I saw his sudden U-turn, I turned around to face him and hands up front just to be precautionary and my instinct is right as B’s maid shout at me, “Cepat masuk dalam kereta, dia orang JAHAT!!”. She shouted after he passed by me and she afraid that he will come back and indeed he does. Thank god I was alert during that time and my handbag wasn’t with me. I can get attack even if not bag is with me because he is also known for his sexual abusive behavior.

Later of the night, B’s maid told me. He came back again and brought two more fellow with him, to gang up on me I presume. I guess he thought I just came down from the car while I was trying to get into it for dinner.

B sisters and family surely had their fair share with this fellow. Been trying to snatch his sister’s bag for quite a few times and once his cousin was walking outside his house area and that malevolent guy hit her buttock. This fellow will molest or kick you if he can’t get your bags.
How do I know that it is the same guy who responsible for all those crime??
It is because all B’s sisters recognize his face already. He is not afraid of us recognizing him as he tried to attack me during day time. Can you believe it?
We know who made the crime and yet he is loose and free like a bird.
B’s sister all have to run to the house everyday instead of walking gracefully.
This is ridiculous!!
Where is the justice in this country??

Urgh.. I’m So SO MAD!!!
As a female, I felt so vulnerable.
Where are the entire nation’s policeman who are fed by we taxpayer?!
When these sorts of stuff happened, what does the authority say??
We female brought it to ourselves,
we dress to pretty or we show off too many jewelry.

BULLSHIT!!!

If everyone thought this way, this country will be full of ugly looking, dirty clothing, and selfless female. Whoever who said that I hope their spouses and family will have their fair share of experience with those malicious inhuman people. Not that I’m cruel or something but just for them to know how it feel to be the victim and hopefully they will take some action rather than babbles all the nonsense.

We as a female have to fear snatch theft, rapist, molester, and now some
narrow-minded politic jerk?? Why do they have to protect the crime maker??
Don’t they realize that children have been kidnap, rape and lives have been taken?
Young teens, ladies, and even old grandmother have been rape and some snatch theft’s victim is still in coma.

Just by standing outside B’s house I nearly become a victim. This is so pathetic!! Oh yea, that Malay fellow has been arrested by the police before and yet he is free like bird now… Where is the justice… I’m so sad…. Uhuhuhuhuh…

P.S. I want pepper spray

The news regarding murdered little girl’s body who was found in a luggage bag with cucumber and brinjal inserted in her private parts until damaged her rectum hit me so badly. As a female, a teenager, future mother and somebody who might bear a child, I felt so vulnerable. Why nobody do something about it? Why must wait until things got up to this bad only voice out anger and frustration.

When rape and murdered case came up, STUPID people came up front and blame on we female. How we lure the rapist to ourselves due to our sexy cloths or behaviors. We female are traumatized enough having to hear the bad news daily and to hear such remarks is just like adding salt to our wounds. Why aren’t we protected and have to face all this silly music.

What next? Blame on the child? Is it the little girl’s fault that she is born too cute up to the point where a man would want to rape her? Is it her fault? Or her mom fault for gave birth to a cute little child? All this is so stupid. I even heard some people blame on her disheartened mom who let her out alone to pasar malam. People just don’t get it do they. YES it’s her mom irresponsibility for letting her young ones out on her own but why focuses everything on the victim but not the monster? Can’t it be the monster that can’t hold their morality strong enough against the evil? Don’t give slack to the monster who is the man who responsible towards these entire hullabaloo.

The monster purposely arranged the murdered little girl to be found, clearly showed that they aren’t afraid of the authorities. It is not the psycho out there that I’m worried of; it is the majority of those “courageous people” who aren’t intimidated by the law that I’m terrified. The common daily offenders in paper are mostly ordinary courageous people who rape and snatch. It is just occasionally come up cases as horrifying as above.

What position that are left for us women? Even when we are with our man we could easily be over powered and gang raped right in front of them. For the authorities, they should keep in mind that they have wife, sister, daughter and even mother who are in a position where there are possibilities all these INHUMANE acts can happen to them.

How many more females must be victimized to open up everyone eyes? When will the authorities wake and accept the fact that something needed to be done to stop all these cruelty from happening. Tighten up our country security! Intensify up the sentenced! Why can’t the rapist who got caught be castrate? Too INHUMANE to castrate a MONSTER who raped and take away lives of the helpless female?

Wake up my human friend before someone you loved force to be in the little girl’s shoes.