I’m Sad!!

 

 

I’m Frustrated!!

 

 

I’m Angry!!

 

 

Ever since the accident, body aching like Liang Por Por also is no longer unusual..
As long as I get to step off the bed and walk, pain is no longer the issue..

 

I may not be hospitalised but kept going in and
out hospital as if their bills is cheap.. FML

 

Right after the accident only the bill is covered while the rest
is FULLY Borned by moi..

 

I’m upset coz if I’m heal then the money is worthy to be paid but
these profesional people is seriously f*cking ridiculous!!

The problem are my nose and ears,
Nose keep bleeding, sometimes is up to daily for 2 weeks straight!!
Ear kept discharging smelly yellowish fluid!

 

Come on.. THIS IS SO NOT NORMAL!!!

 

People around keep asking me to go doctors and all I can say is..
Which doctor I haven go and what I haven check yet?

 

clinic and hospital including
Penang 2 infamous Ear Nose Throat specialist @ LGL and I*land
forking out my monthly paycheck and feed them #$%^&*!#$

 

I know things are not right but they kept telling me nothing or
giving me stupid meds

 

These are the doctors feedback:

- This is the supplement for blood loss (Clinic)
WTF.. Instead of medicine to stop the Nose Bleed they gave me supplement
Means I’m suppose to continue nose bleed until I die?? WTF

 

-This is eardrop for the inflammation (LGL Hospital)
What the.. That’s it??? One tiny bottle of ear drop?? RM200 *POOFF*
There won’t be any inflamation if no fluid discharge in the first place..
FOR GOD SAKE, don’t they know how to fix the problem rather than the symptom?!

 

 

 

- This is the ointment for the inflammation (I*land Hospital)
There won’t be one in the first place if no nose bleed and ear discharge!! ppffft pfft
Doc: I don’t understand what you mean by your ear come out discharge..
ME: Smelly Yellowish fluid discharge..
Doc: Maybe is because you clean your ear too much..
ME: I’m forced to clean it coz it is full of wax due to the discharge
Doc: Try this cream first then see you next week..
ME: Then how it fix it?
Doc: Don’t clean your ear and put the cream..
ME: It will stop?
Doc: Put the cream first..
ME: Then what about my nose? That red colour spider vein doesnt look normal to me..
Doc: Well.. that shows it will bleed if trauma or pressure
ME: So how to stop bleed..
Doc: Apply cream and not so cold aircond..

 

This one cost me RM500.. FML

 

 

 

Both of the doctors also did the endoscopic examination
(a long tube with a camera inserted into the nose, throat, windpipe, or esophagus) to me..
Seriously not a pleasant experience.. -.-

 

When a patient come with a problem, the least you can do is
try to figure out the problem but they just don’t
what ever they scan out look normal according to their book,
they assume is alright regardless what you told them.. %$^*%&^#%*

 

Until today my ear come out discharge and only temporary stop if i put the cream
While my nose still bleed but not daily anymore… Weekly got lar.. I Supplement kao kao..
 

I’m getting more and more worried nowadays as
my ear hearing ability is pretty weak and I kept slurring my words…

 

 

Frustrated when you know you’re body is not right
but nobody can figure out what’s wrong while the
PRO people kept saying nothing wrong..
sigh…

 

 

PHAIL!!

 

 

 

How I WISH I HAVE DR OZ to come proves them wrong..

Dr Oz on The Oprah Show..

 

Did some searching from Google and quite surprise with the result,
there are so many people out there that been through
the same situation and same frustration towards their docs

 

After all the chaos and Google
I’ve decided to go fully on  Alternative Healing method instead..
Like Acupuncture, Gua Sha, Tui Na, Cupping, chiropractic,
Even Dr Oz once on The Oprah Show recommended viewers to try Alternatives healing..

 

 

they take longer time to recover comparing to the western doctor,
As healing is a process and
take times but you will feel the difference..
doctor may give you immediate soothing result but by
removing the symptom aka painkillers etc
Which to me is useless..

 

Rather to feel the pain knowing something is wrong
than feeling nothing while body already went terribly wrong

 

The downside of that these medical practitioners is some are not certified
while even if they’re certified, still no MC and receipt
which mean, salary off and no receipt for you to claim insurance..
but thank God I got nice set of people around me who help me lighten things up..

 

Since I know the solution already  so what’s the problem?
Hard to find the right person who practise Alternative Healings method perfectly…

 

I used to have a very good Indonesian masseuse few years ago but she went back already
Ever since she’s gone I went to find others but none is as expert as she is..
Freaking tempted to go Indonesia to find her.. I’m Not JOKING..
I’m not talking about relaxing massage but a
Acupressure massage who promotes blood circulation etc..
 

 

COME ON.. An huge accident and no blood clogs.. You gotta be kidding me..
Not to mention daily life pressure and stress..

 

But thank to MR B, I manage to know a good Chinese Physician @ Master Teo
but there wee much that he can do as he is man and there is wee much places he can touch only..

 

Still he is the one who help me twitch back here and there..
I like his style as if he notice something that need western doctor consultation,
he will advice you to do so..
He is not bias like all the others does..
Western say Chinese bad, Chinese say Western bad..
50/50 is The Best  

 

I actually just wan to vent my frustration
on the time and money I’ve wasted to all those
PROFESSIONAL people lar konon…   
 

Regret that I went so many time to the western..
Should go one time then move on tho Chinese d when they doesn’t work..

 

I will still go to consult Western Doctor when
I want to give birth, plastic surgery perhaps,
and yearly routine check up..   

 

 

P.S. I know not all doctors are bad..
If you happen to be one of the good one..
be good and prove me wrong then..