I’m Sad!!

 

 

I’m Frustrated!!

 

 

I’m Angry!!

 

 

Ever since the accident, body aching like Liang Por Por also is no longer unusual..
As long as I get to step off the bed and walk, pain is no longer the issue..

 

I may not be hospitalised but kept going in and
out hospital as if their bills is cheap.. FML

 

Right after the accident only the bill is covered while the rest
is FULLY Borned by moi..

 

I’m upset coz if I’m heal then the money is worthy to be paid but
these profesional people is seriously f*cking ridiculous!!

The problem are my nose and ears,
Nose keep bleeding, sometimes is up to daily for 2 weeks straight!!
Ear kept discharging smelly yellowish fluid!

 

Come on.. THIS IS SO NOT NORMAL!!!

 

People around keep asking me to go doctors and all I can say is..
Which doctor I haven go and what I haven check yet?

 

clinic and hospital including
Penang 2 infamous Ear Nose Throat specialist @ LGL and I*land
forking out my monthly paycheck and feed them #$%^&*!#$

 

I know things are not right but they kept telling me nothing or
giving me stupid meds

 

These are the doctors feedback:

- This is the supplement for blood loss (Clinic)
WTF.. Instead of medicine to stop the Nose Bleed they gave me supplement
Means I’m suppose to continue nose bleed until I die?? WTF

 

-This is eardrop for the inflammation (LGL Hospital)
What the.. That’s it??? One tiny bottle of ear drop?? RM200 *POOFF*
There won’t be any inflamation if no fluid discharge in the first place..
FOR GOD SAKE, don’t they know how to fix the problem rather than the symptom?!

 

 

 

- This is the ointment for the inflammation (I*land Hospital)
There won’t be one in the first place if no nose bleed and ear discharge!! ppffft pfft
Doc: I don’t understand what you mean by your ear come out discharge..
ME: Smelly Yellowish fluid discharge..
Doc: Maybe is because you clean your ear too much..
ME: I’m forced to clean it coz it is full of wax due to the discharge
Doc: Try this cream first then see you next week..
ME: Then how it fix it?
Doc: Don’t clean your ear and put the cream..
ME: It will stop?
Doc: Put the cream first..
ME: Then what about my nose? That red colour spider vein doesnt look normal to me..
Doc: Well.. that shows it will bleed if trauma or pressure
ME: So how to stop bleed..
Doc: Apply cream and not so cold aircond..

 

This one cost me RM500.. FML

 

 

 

Both of the doctors also did the endoscopic examination
(a long tube with a camera inserted into the nose, throat, windpipe, or esophagus) to me..
Seriously not a pleasant experience.. -.-

 

When a patient come with a problem, the least you can do is
try to figure out the problem but they just don’t
what ever they scan out look normal according to their book,
they assume is alright regardless what you told them.. %$^*%&^#%*

 

Until today my ear come out discharge and only temporary stop if i put the cream
While my nose still bleed but not daily anymore… Weekly got lar.. I Supplement kao kao..
 

I’m getting more and more worried nowadays as
my ear hearing ability is pretty weak and I kept slurring my words…

 

 

Frustrated when you know you’re body is not right
but nobody can figure out what’s wrong while the
PRO people kept saying nothing wrong..
sigh…

 

 

PHAIL!!

 

 

 

How I WISH I HAVE DR OZ to come proves them wrong..

Dr Oz on The Oprah Show..

 

Did some searching from Google and quite surprise with the result,
there are so many people out there that been through
the same situation and same frustration towards their docs

 

After all the chaos and Google
I’ve decided to go fully on  Alternative Healing method instead..
Like Acupuncture, Gua Sha, Tui Na, Cupping, chiropractic,
Even Dr Oz once on The Oprah Show recommended viewers to try Alternatives healing..

 

 

they take longer time to recover comparing to the western doctor,
As healing is a process and
take times but you will feel the difference..
doctor may give you immediate soothing result but by
removing the symptom aka painkillers etc
Which to me is useless..

 

Rather to feel the pain knowing something is wrong
than feeling nothing while body already went terribly wrong

 

The downside of that these medical practitioners is some are not certified
while even if they’re certified, still no MC and receipt
which mean, salary off and no receipt for you to claim insurance..
but thank God I got nice set of people around me who help me lighten things up..

 

Since I know the solution already  so what’s the problem?
Hard to find the right person who practise Alternative Healings method perfectly…

 

I used to have a very good Indonesian masseuse few years ago but she went back already
Ever since she’s gone I went to find others but none is as expert as she is..
Freaking tempted to go Indonesia to find her.. I’m Not JOKING..
I’m not talking about relaxing massage but a
Acupressure massage who promotes blood circulation etc..
 

 

COME ON.. An huge accident and no blood clogs.. You gotta be kidding me..
Not to mention daily life pressure and stress..

 

But thank to MR B, I manage to know a good Chinese Physician @ Master Teo
but there wee much that he can do as he is man and there is wee much places he can touch only..

 

Still he is the one who help me twitch back here and there..
I like his style as if he notice something that need western doctor consultation,
he will advice you to do so..
He is not bias like all the others does..
Western say Chinese bad, Chinese say Western bad..
50/50 is The Best  

 

I actually just wan to vent my frustration
on the time and money I’ve wasted to all those
PROFESSIONAL people lar konon…   
 

Regret that I went so many time to the western..
Should go one time then move on tho Chinese d when they doesn’t work..

 

I will still go to consult Western Doctor when
I want to give birth, plastic surgery perhaps,
and yearly routine check up..   

 

 

P.S. I know not all doctors are bad..
If you happen to be one of the good one..
be good and prove me wrong then..

The news regarding murdered little girl’s body who was found in a luggage bag with cucumber and brinjal inserted in her private parts until damaged her rectum hit me so badly. As a female, a teenager, future mother and somebody who might bear a child, I felt so vulnerable. Why nobody do something about it? Why must wait until things got up to this bad only voice out anger and frustration.

When rape and murdered case came up, STUPID people came up front and blame on we female. How we lure the rapist to ourselves due to our sexy cloths or behaviors. We female are traumatized enough having to hear the bad news daily and to hear such remarks is just like adding salt to our wounds. Why aren’t we protected and have to face all this silly music.

What next? Blame on the child? Is it the little girl’s fault that she is born too cute up to the point where a man would want to rape her? Is it her fault? Or her mom fault for gave birth to a cute little child? All this is so stupid. I even heard some people blame on her disheartened mom who let her out alone to pasar malam. People just don’t get it do they. YES it’s her mom irresponsibility for letting her young ones out on her own but why focuses everything on the victim but not the monster? Can’t it be the monster that can’t hold their morality strong enough against the evil? Don’t give slack to the monster who is the man who responsible towards these entire hullabaloo.

The monster purposely arranged the murdered little girl to be found, clearly showed that they aren’t afraid of the authorities. It is not the psycho out there that I’m worried of; it is the majority of those “courageous people” who aren’t intimidated by the law that I’m terrified. The common daily offenders in paper are mostly ordinary courageous people who rape and snatch. It is just occasionally come up cases as horrifying as above.

What position that are left for us women? Even when we are with our man we could easily be over powered and gang raped right in front of them. For the authorities, they should keep in mind that they have wife, sister, daughter and even mother who are in a position where there are possibilities all these INHUMANE acts can happen to them.

How many more females must be victimized to open up everyone eyes? When will the authorities wake and accept the fact that something needed to be done to stop all these cruelty from happening. Tighten up our country security! Intensify up the sentenced! Why can’t the rapist who got caught be castrate? Too INHUMANE to castrate a MONSTER who raped and take away lives of the helpless female?

Wake up my human friend before someone you loved force to be in the little girl’s shoes.