Whenever there’s a celebration..
There’ll be certain someone who I wish they can attend
unfortunately
they can’t..
Coz..
I don’t allow them to..
No
I don’t hate them..
but..
Here’s why..
P.S. Hopefully in future I may overcome my fear and invite them back into my life..
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It’s the time of the year,
where I love and fear,
Anxious when it’s near,
when it pass feel like shedding a tear..
Year after year knocking on my door,
No matter sunny shine or rain pour,
Slowly learn not to scared anymore,
shall face it like a Leo and say ROAR!
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What time???
Cake + Candles = ?
YESH
YESH
A few years old also know the answer ^^”
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MY BIRTHDAY MONTH!!! 
Sometimes it attacks me with a mix feeling though..
due to..
CANDLES!!
hate the nonstop yearly mutiplying Candles.. -.-
is the fountain of youth discovered yet? >.<
Oh well
I guess age is not The End of The world
Just with a few rules that need to abide
Guess everything will be fine X)
Pray, Eat, Love, Sleep, and be HAPPY!!
Thank god I’m surrounded by Loves that always crack me up 
Despite the hatred..
I L♥ve it very much though
coz….
August brings my my lovely friends together for party
and awesome BONUS
that I must admit
I love it very much
♥PRETZY♥ ^^
August make me feel all Princessy 
♥- Sweet..
♥- Me Likey..
Time Pass so freaking fast..
Felt like just yesterday I did my Luau Party
Wonder what theme I’m coming up this year?
Stay tune..
and I just realised I forgot to post my last year favourite part of the party..
=.=” So long ady..
Should I still post it up?!
still my favourite part though…
YEs? No? Yes??
hmmm…
We’ll see..
Life sometimes is absolutely happy,
Sometimes can be tremendously crappy,
No warning will be given,
In a snap might be in hell or heaven,
So much to do due to responsibility,
Got me lost on what I must do really,
Forcing my self out of own capability,
But in a way toughen me tremendously,
Hard to be kind hearted in this community,
Sometimes forced to be cruel to survive reality,
Once you show them your empathy,
They will eat you mercilessly,
Road in Life is rather rocky and bumpy,
Because step on the wrong stone due to own loopy,
At times by others who are selfish and envy,
Hurts when they’re the one we called friends and family,
Some people are plain nasty and crazy,
Some are so kind that got me touched and teary,
God gave me few from each category,
I chose to thank Him than being a whiny.. Amen
P.S. Might sound whiny but am just grumbling off my chest while thanking God.. 
Current writes for current world…
So need to pray for many more colourful days to come..
